He Shenfo was never trusted in the past. The old people in the family believed very much. Since I was a child, I have been stealing food from the Buddhist temple. Over the years, following the old people or traveling, I have seen many gods and Buddhas and visited many temples. For me, it's just a visit. On that day, I was here, worshipping Buddha statues and wishing in my heart. I suddenly wanted to cry. I suddenly wanted to believe in them. I wanted to believe that I was willing to worship them. I wanted to worship them. I just wanted to live a safe life, my family and myself. I wanted everything to be okay. I really want everything to be okay. This world is too bitter.